There’s a film I watched on the plane over and again on the plane back and both times it meant something different. There’s a song at the end that i’m beyond in love with and when I hear it now it’s Brazil for me. The sun and the heat and the view from that balcony, the lightning in the sky and how disappointed M. was with me towards the end. I guess that song breaks my heart a small bit.

Outtakes from i was in the sea and you were on the beach’, with a few words from a notebook I kept while in Brazil and for maybe a week or two after.

September 28th 2020